Ooops I Dropped My Heart,Its Broken.Will You Fix It For Me?

Yeah

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 18:52:55 GMT

So this is completely random but i need to vent.I have a crush on my best mate.He's a boy just in case you all thought i was a lesbian,Haha.Its so annoying cos he's like always flirting with me and stuff and everyone thinks we're going out but he's says he loves me as a friend if we did go out it would ruin our friendship!!!

Seriously he's always flirting like loads.Here is our text convo from the other night:

Him:I love you xoxoxoxox
Me:I love you too xxxxxxxx
Him:Luv u more if i got u a pressi wot wud u want?
Me:Nah i luv u mor :p um i dont kno.Y?
Him:Cos i have money +i want to spoil u xo

I mean that totally seems WAY more than friendship,Doesnt it?????

Plus he always saying that im gorgeous and hugging me and he calls me babe and baby all the time!!!

Argh must stop obsessing!!!!

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Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:46:18 GMT

Jsut heated a pot noodle so my mum would think ive eaten.Its great for willpower as well it took all my strength to chuck it in the bin.

Yeah i know its wasting good food but i dont really care :P

Talk?

xx

Fucking Hell

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 20:19:19 GMT

Im so cold you wont belive it.No matter what i do im freezing!!

And iv got a headache and my tummy hurts and im tired :(

Wanna go to bed but if i do i'll wake up early tomorrow and i want to sleep late so i can miss breakfast and lunch

Much loveeeee

xx

First entry

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 20:00:00 GMT

Hi im Ella

Basically i started LG cos i saw there were loads of ana tips on here.

I havent eaten anything in two days.Ive drunk loads of tea and had a 500ml of DIET coke.My mums just had an operation so she's in bed most of the time.This sounds so horrible but im so glad cos now she cant make me eat.

Ive got a headache and feel quite ill but its totally worth it :D

If you have any tips please add me as a friend!

Much loveeeeeee

xxxxxxx